Re-EVALuation Day 3.
I hate that I get anxiety over you. I hate that I continuously worry about you and wonder what your doing at any given time of the day. I hate that I always catch myself thinking and wondering if your thinking about me at that very moment. I hate when I don’t hear from you. I hate that I constantly want to see you. I hate when we go a day without speaking. I hate that things have to be the way that we are. I hate that she hurt you, but karma is a bitch and you should’ve known what goes around always comes back around. I hate that I think if your boys encourage you to make an effort to be with me. I hate how hard things are for you and how hard you are on yourself. I hate that you don’t see that you have something good right in front of you. I hate how empty I feel. I hate how my heart yearns for you to love me as much as I love you. And sometimes, I honestly hate how much I love you.